Girl Trash

WOW, that Duke fucklist, well I guess it got blown to such proportions (Gawker and Jezebel nonetheless) is mainly because the subjects involved were the star athletes at a (in)famous university that had gotten so much trouble in the past regarding athletes and sex.

Find it incredibly funny, especially since I think V can make a list of all the finance/finance reporting guys she fucked in HK (as dad puts it, "that's a whole battalion." although he said it about someone else.) But knowing her, she won't. She's got more moral fibers regarding personal privacy than I do and it's a lot more conservative in HK than here. ALTHOUGH...if that's her ticket to make it big and (in)famous, I wouldn't put it past her.

And seriously, this is what you do when you get bored/driven nuts by senior thesis? Wow, I am not that classless after all.

Oh honey

Yep, Eddie, you are a lot like Snoopy.

And I love you both XD.

Secrecy

I don't even know why I bother, being so secretive, hiding all the real thoughts and real intentions, sometimes with half lies.

I can pinpoint a long ago trauma...on some figurative couch, maybe long ago, when we were still kids...... The damage is done, nothing can be reversed.

Oh please, like anyone cares what I think of who and what and when and why.

It's not dark, I don't hate anyone, I don't really care that much anyway. Your lives don't concern me.

But I don't want you to know. I'm not ashamed, I just prefer it to be secret.

But I am really good at uncovering secrets, a lot of dirty little secrets, then I realize that something should be left untouched and unknown.

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Sarcasm has left on a open-ended vacation, so far it's only lamitude here.

Jealousy

It's such a petty emotion, completely useless and utterly harmful. I know I'm stuck right now, but no matter what, I'll try my best not to be jealous and hateful of others. Be it bunny or anyone else.

Although honey, it is not a bad thing to be the subject of jealousy, hey, you've got something that someone else is jealous of.

Don't think I need to worry about that problem for a while= =.

But cousin's bf is another matter, I just plain don't like the guy. Now this will make a very interesting Thanksgiving dinner someday, maybe.

Isn't it ironic

I hate floozies/sluts, then my best friend/my closest cousin are total sluts.

I don't make enough money, but then my taste is so damn high maintenance.

I love New York City, simply can't find my way there no matter how hard I try.

The school I tried so hard to get into, screwed me over so royally and I ended up hating it more than anything else.

I hated high school, and now turns out it was the best years of my life, so far.

Oh life.